Bloody GT did it again. He told me at the last moment that he had a place and wanted me to 'come over'. Unfortunately I had a date with my Panda Bear. We scheduled for evening cause he didn't answer my call during the day and I preponed my date with 🐼. He was 'sleeping' he said later. After meeting Panda aka CrazyKenji99, I called him up again and he didn't answer. Then when I was on my way home he messaged that I was 'crazy'. When i called he says we could 'go for a drive or something'. I told him that I didn't want to drive. He could call me next time he was in town if he wanted.
I've had enough of him now. He calls me on the almost last day he is in town for a hook up which he doesn't actually have. And then all these excuses. And heart break.
VD says he must've had sex in the afternoon and may not be 'ready'. 🙄

Scary Forties

Guess I can start reading Valerian…

“When I think about the three years we were together, it seems so special, so innocent somehow. First loves are like that, I guess. Sometimes I think that’s all there is to us, wanting to get back to something we’ve lost.”

-Marshall Thornton, Boystown 4

Tú necesitas un hombre!

What exactly is Duolingo trying to tell me? 🤔

I don't know why but I think I remember the Falkland War. I was 3. I didn't even know what Great Britain was.

Everyone lies. They lie to the people they love; they lie to themselves. Once you admit it, it’s not such a hard thing to live with. What is hard to live with is how far people will go to keep their lies alive.

-Marshall Thornton, Boystown 3

When things that you shouldn't care about bother you.

SMS

"It's been a week today and I am really sorry ..please forgive me.. U know I am just 21 and u r mature I was only joking to see your reaction . seriously I didn't know that this will happen. I said that because when I talk to you i become tongue tied …..pls unblock me pls ..u don't want any physical relationship don't…no problem but please talk. please….. I am seriously sorry and I mean it
Hope you will understand ."

(The guy told me he has "brain cancer". Out of the blue. During normal conversation. Of course the cancer instead of tumour gave him away. Then-his parents cry when they look at him. Then-he doesn't have his medical papers with him. Then-he's not taking any medicines.
I stopped talking to him. I have had one pathological liar too many in this life. It was déjà vu. The first time I had fallen for it and wasted 10 years of my life. Not anymore. )

This is the shit I am talking about.